{"id":191,"date":"2004-11-29T20:54:53","date_gmt":"2004-11-30T01:54:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.net\/?p=191"},"modified":"2015-02-24T22:49:13","modified_gmt":"2015-02-24T22:49:13","slug":"another-day-gone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/?p=191","title":{"rendered":"Another Day Gone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My supervisor called.  He wanted to know how I was doing, how I was holding up.  Not in the business sense.  In the personal sense.<\/p>\n<p>I had a headache.  Not a dull buzz, not quite an all-encompassing migraine.  Just a sharp pain.<\/p>\n<p>I was tired.  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/?p=189\">Sleep has been odd<\/a>, and fleeting.  I need an occasional nap, about once a week, to really feel up to par.  I haven&#8217;t had that, not in the last month.<\/p>\n<p>It was coffee keeping me going.  The coffee pot I bought for the store before the <i>Halo 2<\/i> launch was the best investment I made.<\/p>\n<p>Twice in two days, the personal call.  I didn&#8217;t mind.  He called me &#8220;blessed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My supervisor asked my keyholder how I&#8217;m doing.  She worries about me.  I worry about her, too.  She means the world to me.<\/p>\n<p>On Sunday&#8217;s conference call he defined a burned-out manager as one who doesn&#8217;t plan, who doesn&#8217;t hold his employees accountable for their behaviors.  He wanted to make sure <i>I<\/i> wasn&#8217;t on the road to Christmas burn-out.  He knows&#8211;I <i>will<\/i> go postal.  I have before.<\/p>\n<p>Today was a good day.  A new employee started.  I tendered a job offer to another; he starts tomorrow.  I interviewed three candidates&#8211;two first interviews for my store, a second interview for another store.  Events are moving forward.<\/p>\n<p>Christmas is not quite four weeks away.  That&#8217;s a lot of time for things to happen, <i>bad<\/i> things.  But looking at that span of time, in terms of the business I see no bumps in the highway.<\/p>\n<p>In terms of my personal life, there are bumps ahead.  I need to replace my car.  I want to finish a short story by Christmas.  I need to sort out a morass of conflicting emotions that has kept me half-preoccupied.  I should have my eyes checked&#8211;my vision was <i>terribly<\/i> blurry Saturday.<\/p>\n<p>Personal things can&#8217;t be planned.  Business can.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m pacing myself.  I&#8217;m staying mellow.  I&#8217;m playing some video games&#8211;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/?p=116\"><i>Lord of the Rings: The Third Age<\/i><\/a> has taken the lion&#8217;s share of my attention.  Discovering the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.wshafm.org\/\">local jazz radio station<\/a> has been a blessing.<\/p>\n<p>The headache eventually passed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My supervisor called. He wanted to know how I was doing, how I was holding up. Not in the business sense. In the personal sense. I had a headache. Not a dull buzz, not quite an all-encompassing migraine. Just a sharp pain. I was tired. Sleep has been odd, and fleeting. I need an occasional<a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/?p=191\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&#8220;Another Day Gone&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[229],"tags":[228,510,4093,4124],"class_list":["post-191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-work","tag-eb-games","tag-headache","tag-life","tag-work","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=191"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/191\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.allyngibson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}