Those Ol’ Job Search Blues

I have written a great many cover letters over the past year and a half. There’s one thing, every cover letter, I have to decide. Should I include it? Or do I not?

My visual impairment.

A few months before COVID I spent a week in intensive care. My vision melted. I was on stroke protocol. Thankfully, I did not have a stroke. There were other issues, however, and my vision never recovered. I can read, I can write, I can operate a computer and drive a car (though I try to avoid driving at night when I can). I appear to be fairly normal. But, as I told one of my Diamond colleagues one day when she asked, “My vision is not as good as I let on.” I have a folding sight cane, and I use it. When I don’t, I look a bit hangdoggish, walking around, looking at my feet.

I never know how to approach this in a cover letter. When I apply to a job online and I’m asked in a form whether I have a disability, I always answer yes. In the early days of my job search following Diamond’s declaration of bankruptcy in January 2025, I would take a sentence to explain why I answered yes to the disability question, until I found out that the recruiter/hiring manager doesn’t even see that form.

Until the end of 2025, then, I didn’t reference the impairment at all.

These days, I take it case by case.

When I apply for a corporate job, I almost never mention it unless I feel it’s relevant. I’ve yet to interview for a corporate job, though I apply to several every week, so I have no idea if it makes a difference or not.

When I apply to non-profits, I sometimes do bring it up. The cover letter I wrote this morning talks about my impairment, because it’s with a non-profit that works with disabled people. But the cover letter I wrote over the weekend, I didn’t mention my partial blindness at all. When I sat down to write it, I thought I would. I hadn’t entirely worked out how I would relate it to the mission. I hoped there would be “a happy accident” as I wrote, but no happy accident came, and so it was left unsaid.

It’s situational, I guess.

This morning I received an alert for a job in the Harrisburg area. I think I would like it and enjoy it. I think I could do things to help them grow. But I’m not going to apply because of my visual impairment. I wouldn’t feel comfortable, and I’m not sure it would be safe.

That’s something I have to navigate, too, in this job search. Pre-selecting myself out because I know with my degraded sight it wouldn’t work.

Published by Allyn Gibson

A writer, editor, journalist, sometimes coder, occasional historian, and all-around scholar, Allyn Gibson is the writer for Diamond Comic Distributors' monthly PREVIEWS catalog, used by comic book shops and throughout the comics industry, and the editor for its monthly order forms. In his over fifteen years in the industry, Allyn has interviewed comics creators and pop culture celebrities, covered conventions, analyzed industry revenue trends, and written copy for comics, toys, and other pop culture merchandise. Allyn is also known for his short fiction (including the Star Trek story "Make-Believe,"the Doctor Who short story "The Spindle of Necessity," and the ReDeus story "The Ginger Kid"). Allyn has been blogging regularly with WordPress since 2004.

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