On Disappointment

I picked up a book yesterday at Barnes & Noble. It’s a novel, the author’s first. I’ve read his other books–non-fiction memoirs on sports–and I’ve been a fan of the author and his work for a good number of years.

I want to like this book.

I just can’t like this book.

And that disconnect between what I want and what I have is driving me crazy.

In some passages the writing is poetic, even profound. But most of the time it’s not. The author has a very distinctive voice, and yet it’s somehow being lost in the shuffle. More often than not I’m reminded of other authors, authors whose work I wouldn’t associate with the novel’s subject matter.

That, too, drives me crazy.

I find myself in a dilemma. I’ve passed page fifty, and I’m not hooked. I have a rule–if I’m not hooked by page fifty, I won’t ever be hooked, and so I kick out. I’m tempted to suspend the rule. I feel, though, in this case that I should press onward and hope for the best.

We shall see. I’ll give it another twenty pages or so before bed.

Published by Allyn

A writer, editor, journalist, sometimes coder, occasional historian, and all-around scholar, Allyn Gibson is the writer for Diamond Comic Distributors' monthly PREVIEWS catalog, used by comic book shops and throughout the comics industry, and the editor for its monthly order forms. In his over fifteen years in the industry, Allyn has interviewed comics creators and pop culture celebrities, covered conventions, analyzed industry revenue trends, and written copy for comics, toys, and other pop culture merchandise. Allyn is also known for his short fiction (including the Star Trek story "Make-Believe,"the Doctor Who short story "The Spindle of Necessity," and the ReDeus story "The Ginger Kid"). Allyn has been blogging regularly with WordPress since 2004.

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